Why do I sin?

In the midst of my inner strugle between good and evil, I came up with this poem. I hope you like it.

Why do I sin?

Why do I listen to that Jinn?

Why do I let him in?

Inside my head

Where he can manipulate everything

Starting with the small things

And going to the ones that are big

Khalas, it is over, I won’t let him win

So why do I sin?

Is it something within?

Is it a part of me?

A part that want to see

A part that want to experience

What is in Allah’s eyes so hideous

Khalas, it is done

I am getting out my water gun

To clean out my heart

From everything that hurt

So why do I sin?

Looks like I am still the same

Running after this dunnia, and its fame

I turned out to be so lame

Thinking that life is just a game

But it is not

Life is a test

To find out who among us is the best

In this dunnia we are just guests

Traveling to meet the best of the best

Whose mercy covered the earth from the east to the west

Yet I still sin

But it is ok

Because with Allah’s mercy

There is still a chance that I might win

Oh Allah, you are the most forgiving

Please forgive us for forgetting

Everything to us You have given